This wasn't what I wanted. You don't know anything about what I want. You don't know anything about me at all.
[ anger comes easily to Hikage, and it's almost pleasant to feel an emotions this strongly. Ironically, Jae-ha knows him much better than Hikage thinks he does. But if he knew that, he'd only be more upset.
It hurts a lot. He didn't notice how much it hurt until Jae-ha said that. Because the answer was that Steph was warm and soft and it felt beautiful to care for her and for a scant few minutes, he felt like he was alive again, and it was all fake. None of it could be real. Ever. Not ever again. He could never be the Hikage that she wanted to kiss, because that person died a hundred years ago. ]
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[ anger comes easily to Hikage, and it's almost pleasant to feel an emotions this strongly. Ironically, Jae-ha knows him much better than Hikage thinks he does. But if he knew that, he'd only be more upset.
It hurts a lot. He didn't notice how much it hurt until Jae-ha said that. Because the answer was that Steph was warm and soft and it felt beautiful to care for her and for a scant few minutes, he felt like he was alive again, and it was all fake. None of it could be real. Ever. Not ever again. He could never be the Hikage that she wanted to kiss, because that person died a hundred years ago. ]