[ he says it without thinking. It would be better if things stayed the way they are now, probably - a little time capsule of when they all got along. Pushing forward is too risky. The thought of losing his friendship with either of them terrifies him to the core, a feeling he's become intimately familiar with in the past month after leaving it behind for so long.
Even the fact that he's thinking about pushing forward is frightening, as if there's some merit to the idea that he could love two people. As if he could love Belph. (As if Belph would love him!) ]
... We're already suffering just being here. They're both tired. We barely survived before. Things don't need to be more complicated than they are.
[ they are already complicated - this can't last forever - he knows this, and knew it when he left, but he thought he'd have more time... ]
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[ he says it without thinking. It would be better if things stayed the way they are now, probably - a little time capsule of when they all got along. Pushing forward is too risky. The thought of losing his friendship with either of them terrifies him to the core, a feeling he's become intimately familiar with in the past month after leaving it behind for so long.
Even the fact that he's thinking about pushing forward is frightening, as if there's some merit to the idea that he could love two people. As if he could love Belph. (As if Belph would love him!) ]
... We're already suffering just being here. They're both tired. We barely survived before. Things don't need to be more complicated than they are.
[ they are already complicated - this can't last forever - he knows this, and knew it when he left, but he thought he'd have more time... ]