[He shakes his head.]

I've told some people, when it's come up...but I know how most people will react.

[His expression is serene for a moment, but his eyes flash, his mouth turning downward.]

I...tried to convince myself that I was alright with it. And I suppose in some ways, I prefer it to what the alternative could be. I'd rather be killed than be a killer. But, that said...

[His hands curl into fists.]

No. I'm not.

[Things have changed. After what Sandalphon did...if he survives the execution, how can he throw that all away?]