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[ unsurprisingly, Hikage is not doing incredibly well after the events of today's trial - partly because of their magnificent failure, but mostly because of what he had to remember. Is it selfish, to be so self-oriented when an innocent man is about to be put to death tomorrow? Most certainly. But Hikage has always been selfish. It's one of the many things about himself that he hates.

He leaves after the trial to be by himself for some time, but eventually, he returns to their room. Just like last time, his partner will find him standing in the room, facing away from her. Unlike last time, he's turning his gun over in his hands in complete silence, staring down at it vaguely. ]

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[psychedelica]

[ Hikage wonders if it's actually okay to believe in that. But he's gone too far to turn back now; he told her about himself. It's out of his hands. He'd told her with the intention to either be killed by her, or accepted by her, and it seems like the latter is what happened.

For the second time today, someone has seen all of him and accepted him nonetheless.

Maybe this feeling is temporary - she could die tomorrow and seal his fate, or he could be killed off this week in the name of this horrible game. But he's not in the manor in the in-between anymore - and he's not living his old life, either. Maybe it doesn't have to end in suffering. Maybe it could simply end, at long last. And if that's the case, then he can embrace this happiness. It can be real. ]

Then... I'm counting on you.

[ he squeezes back, faintly. ]

[vigilantics]

You got it, stud.

[ that gets a smile out of her. it's not as big as ones from before, but it's there and it's genuine. she'll slowly start walking towards the bed, her hand still holding onto his. ]

Come on, let's go.

[ even if neither of them ends up sleeping and instead spend the night lost in their own thoughts, she would at least prefer to do that while lying down. as much as she likes to pretend otherwise, her leg does hurt (not like that will be a problem after tonight, ha ha). ]