coastal: (✧ and not strings)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-14 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
Because he's my friend. I'm not going to give up on him because of this.

[and she's - honestly going to help herself to a seat? she feels like even if she doesn't stay for a long time, she owes this conversation something]

He was stupid - but he was with me before everything happened. He'd never even survived a Thursday night before and while that isn't an excuse for being reckless, it at least partially explains why he was extremely dumb about everything.

Even though he's capable of making his own decisions, and it was an accident - I should've done better by him. And he's not here anymore, so I have to make sure everything is set right.

... though - that might be more of an answer than you wanted.

[but admittedly lili's thoughts on the matter, while straightforward, can easily be construed as self-blame which... is not what it is.]
coastal: (✧ ain't tryna be cool like you)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-14 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
[listen she's been questioned a lot on her position today but she's also stubborn - and there's, uh, something that she can respond to that with, in particular that tsurumaru's only had a human body for a few years max but.

she's picking her battles and choosing to keep her friends' secrets on this fine day.

instead, she selects the easier topic:]


So you're not take the Akira 'they're just as trapped as us' stance, I take it?
coastal: (✧ both his and hers; i want it)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-14 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
Well... they sound a lot like my old hosts - and I directed a lot of my anger at them at first. But it turned out they were just working with only slightly more information than we were, and didn't mean to deceive us. It's not fair for them to promise us things like safety or anything like that - that's stupid.

[like the directors never said explicitly 'you are safe from all murder here' but they sure did understate the problem]

I don't believe them as entirely as Akira does - but right now, I need things from them. They know where Tsurumaru is, and I need answers. So I'll take what they say with a grain of salt, and test everything myself at the same time.
coastal: (✧ ain't tryna be cool like you)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-14 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . well.]

First, the dead are supposedly somewhere safe - but they aren't able to get in touch with them yet. So they can't reach Tsurumaru and if we truly are saying goodbye to Evan tomorrow, they won't be able to speak to him immediately either.

Second, they advised that you take time in between revealing your power or team to others. You're not allowed to publicly reveal anything or there will be consequences, because too many people are learning all at once. The consequences will probably be some mixture of affecting yourself and innocents around you. But I floated the idea of telling about two to three people my power each week and didn't receive any notion that it'd go wrong - so if I'm punished after all, know I was lied to.

[she's probably going to be very loud and public about this anyway, so she doesn't mind getting it out of the way now]
coastal: (✧ first thing girl did was a bop)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-14 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
That's going to be harder to get given the fact that they seem pretty out of the loop - but fine. I'll see what I can do if I'm going to harass them anyway.

[she doesn't mind multi-tasking?

anyway,]


Any information I share is because that's needed to protect innocent people, and I don't really care for secrets. This isn't trust, this is 'don't be stupid and end up getting others caught in your mess'.

But if anyone wants to think they can manipulate me, they're welcome to try.
coastal: (✧ you know a bitch buy four)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-15 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
[well most 17-year-old girls don't go through (REDACTED)]

Did it...? [though she just huffs] I don't really care what people think about me....

I've gotten pretty tired of crying - so don't underestimate me!
coastal: (✧ and not strings)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-15 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
Probably not - but there's likely things that they aren't able to say regardless. Whether they're not able to, or because it's not convenient to.

So... we'll have to uncover whatever those things are ourselves.

[which. she sounds tired to just think about, but.]