coastal: (✧ the princess has arrived)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
You had a face that looked like it was suffering.

[she's so fucking rude even when she's being somewhat decent.]

I won't tell anyone what you're suffering through though, if you want to talk about it.
coastal: (✧ dumbass)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'm going to be honest - a lot of idiots were shouting about a lot of things. I hear there's going to be a wedding?

[she's just. so fucking done and fed up with this camp.]

You're going to need to be specific.
coastal: (✧ ain't tryna be cool like you)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, that.

[she's going to reach for a wagashi]

I asked Steph if you were all dating yet and she just laughed. But 'annoying' is a funny way to refer to the two people you obviously like the most.
coastal: (✧ i got it)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[she rolls her eyes

anyway.]


I am. Isn't it the obvious solution?
coastal: (✧ i see it; i like it)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
[she tilts her head]

What's the hang up....?

If you like two people, and they like each other, and everyone's okay with it.... shouldn't you date two people? Isn't that the only way that everyone ends up happy?
coastal: (✧ my receipts be lookin' like phone numb)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
I live in the real world, stupid.

[rudeass!!! but also she's just going to. squint.]

... are you sure? Don't you have feelings for him? I assumed that you did, the first time you talked to me about him.

[lili @ hikage: i was so sure you were gay]
coastal: (✧ pokes a squirrel)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . she tilts her head]

Why would it be weird?

You don't have to be interested in men either - you could just be interested in Belph, specifically. You'd be right to do so since most men are pretty awful.
coastal: (✧ that's strange)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[well.

she's walked into slumlord dens for information and been threatened at swordpoint, so a bit of an angry glare doesn't manage to bother her at all.]


Not much, admittedly. I've mostly just talked to Steph about all of it, after all.

What do you want?
coastal: (✧ "put it in the bag")

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
You are deeply overestimating how much I concern myself with bothering you - which is not at all.

[SHE REALLY DOESN'T CARE]

It's more that it's frustrating that there's a perfectly nice girl who's stuck in something with you and Belph and none of it really seems to be moving forward. A lot of people here are horrible at navigating romantic feelings, I just didn't think the three of you would add to the number.

[well.

belph maybe.]
coastal: (✧ first thing girl did was a bop)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-25 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
For the record, I'm not going to disagree with you that getting out of this miserable place takes precedence. Of course it does. If your odd romantic battle is too difficult to untangle, table it and focus on surviving first.

[like.

duh.]


But I think you've got problems outside of just focusing on the setting. There's nothing wrong with someone's heart being big enough for two people. You can't really stop yourself from wanting.
coastal: (✧ that's strange)

[personal profile] coastal 2020-06-30 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[THIS AGED SO POORLY "FOCUS ON SURVIVING" AND THEN HE SHOWED UP DEAD ON FRIDAY I HATE YOU SIB

anyway lili is just going to tilt her head at that.]


... I don't think this sort of thing is about what you deserve. I think it's about what you want. Even some really horrible people supposedly find love, but that's just because they pursue what their heart wants.

It's not anything all that rational, or sensible.
coastal: (✧ ain't tryna be cool like you)

i've been starving thank u

[personal profile] coastal 2020-07-02 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
.... you don't need to correct yourself to convince me of any which way, you know.

[because she thinks 'about them' makes more sense to her. she thinks that's the part that's really worth hearing, and discussing. he cares about both of them, and it really seems to be torturing him, even for reasons that she can't quite understand.]

But you shouldn't assume what they want either.